It Would Be So Easy
It really would be so easy to bow my will to what seems to be the inevitable direction my health is headed. Particularly when it's winter. More particularly this winter. I think there is a bitter argument between winter and my arthritis every year. More so this year.
I expect pain when visiting the Podiatrist, the Physio and others like them. I tolerate this sort of pain as it has a beginning and an end - mostly. Not so for chronic conditions. For me, ‘chronic' means pain never going away. And that is a very different beast to the short version. Sometimes I'm asked, "How do you keep going?" Well, I have my faith, my wife without whom I'd be lost. Then there is our immediate and extended family. And I trust those in the healing professions. I struggle out of bed in the morning because it honours the patience and care of every one of these dear people. They help keep my head up, because I can't do it on my own. Starting my day is neither pretty nor graceful, I admit. But I get there eventually. Just don't give in to the condition.