You could be forgiven for expecting it will be 'chronically painful' for
you to read and consider what follows. But my hope is that it isn't too
unbearable to read about the different aspects of chronic pain affecting
millions of us.

Expecting the unexpected.

Red flags start waving for me when a tradesman describes a proposed job as 'Too easy' or 'How hard can it be' or 'What could go wrong'. I think these confident sounding phrases make assumptions that don't always come true. It's not a big leap to apply this thinking to treatment I've had that fell way below my expectations. Like the time I had shoulder injections. After I asked the doctor what he was going to do, he replied, "Don't worry about a thing, I've done thousands of these. You won't feel a thing." He was partly right. I didn't feel a thing. But given the results, I won't be going back for more.

Our recent kitchen renovation turned out well. However within a few days our washing machine suffered a fatal stroke. So of course we had to replace it very quickly. One more unexpected change. That's when I realised every new kitchen deserves a new washing machine (that we hadn't planned on)!! Expecting that the unexpected is possible or likely, is as necessary as dealing with the unexpected. I don't think I have a 'doomsday' state of mind. At least I hope not. But I have lived long enough to know I don't live in a perfect world. I know all too well my high expectations won't always be fully realised. So I have to build a bridge connecting my high expectations to the unexpected in every day. It's a long bridge, often needing 'repairs'. A daily balancing act if ever there was one.

About being legally blind

Change! Because I have to.